
Originally Posted by
oneway
turtle, my issues are not really with posters at Factnet so much, it's on other forums that I'm a member of. These forums that I'm talking about, these are Christian forums. But it seems they have nothing in common with me even tho I feel I have something in common with them.
I'm not seeking anyone to always agree with me or to even agree with me at all. I'm just curious as to whether it even meant anything one way or the other. I'm not exactly stupid, but usually when everyone's thoughts in a long thread are addressed but mine, it doesn't take much to figure out why...I'm not posting anything that has any value to anyone. Keep in mind, I'm not specifically talking about Factnet here. This mostly occurs in other Christian specific forums.
I just see things differently than most. For instance, in another forum, there's a long thread concerning free will versus predestination. I patiently read thru the thread, considered everyone's thoughts, and then pretty much decided that by how some were pushing their position of predestination, it was completely taking the heart of God out of Scriptures.
I felt I needed to stress this point. The next thing you know, I noticed my post had been edited and that I had been pm'd by a mod. The mod edited out most of my post because he felt I was getting too personal about the matter. That was far from the truth. I wasn't getting too personal with anyone. It was their view and how they presented their position, this is what I took issue with.
Some of these posters went as far as claiming no sinner can come to Christ on his/her own because no sinner would know to come to Christ. The part they failed to mention, when a sinner comes to Christ, it is the Holy Spirit that draws him/her. But their logic is backwards. They then use 1 Corinthians 2:14 to support their postion that no sinner can come to Christ because no sinner would understand the things of the Spirit of God.
There is no doubt that 1 Corinthians 2:14 is in direct reference to a born again believer. But the point is, no one was actually born a born again believer, right? We're all sinners before we came to Christ, and we're still all sinners after we have accepted Christ. You'd be suprised by how many professed Christians actually believe they are living a sinnless life. They tend to believe that they have become sinnless on their own, never giving credit where credit is due, and that is to the Holy Spirit for the work He is doing on the inside, and to the finished works of Christ that were accomplished at the cross.
Perhaps a lot of my problem is also in my writing style. It may take me 10,000 words to adequetely explain my thoughts and how I understand things. OTOH, someone with good writing skills can express those same thoughts in 2 or 3 sentences, and do it quite well.
You asked my why I felt God has rejected me. If I feel that I understand something, then I put forth those thoughts in words, yet no one bothers to comment even tho they're commenting on what other posters post, then I'm only fooling myself. I understand nothing of God or His written Word, or about His heart, otherwise it would mean something to someone somewhere some time.
The truth is, I'm torn between whether to feel sorry for myself versus God pretty much rejecting me.